Thursday, December 07, 2006

Merry Christmas to all and one

Well it’s the time of the year again. Time for a Christmas wish list, considering the fact that I am really running low on cash, I should have lots that I want eh?

Okay let’s start

A medium sized camera case, the ones with humidity control and stuff

A Book on how to shoot commercial still life, not sure what’s the title, not even sure if it’s selling anymore, worth a wish I presume.

A book called “Book Design” excellent book for a read, very in depth and informative, covering all you need to know from historical studies of layout concepts all the way to color proofing and book publishing.

A good pair of headphones, for my CD player (yes…I am still using a CD player)

A light meter, preferably a light and spot meter, 2 in 1.

Anyways, I have a few more days to my Official ORD, and I guess I am feeling the same way that most people out of NS feel, LOST. Its not that I dun know what to do, its just I dun know if what I am doing is right for me. Recently I have been feeling slightly detached from everyone, it’s like here I am standing, outside a bubble and looking at my friends and family live their lives, never a part of it. I never really got to talking to anyone about what’s going on in my head, because I never really got to defining what it is I am thinking.
Christmas is here, soon the year 2007 will be at my doorstep and I just can’t seem to get my butt off the chair to start working. And I know no one can help me but myself, and the scary thing is I just can’t rely on myself.
Merry Christmas everyone and to me.