Change, my fear

Hello people, I am a lazy blogger with hardly any life outside of NS to write about, thus the lack of post these pass few weeks.
Like you all know, I have counting down the days to my ORD since 275 days and now I have officially 55 more days to go…hmm 55 days too long.
Now the question is, am I prepared? My plan of having a portfolio before I ORD is sorta going down the drain thanks to my predictable procrastination and grotesque amount of laziness.
Coming from an idealistic but practical guy who is an avid idler, having goals can be really frustrating sometimes, maybe I am just mentally tired to think about it, maybe its time I work on it….maybe its time I put my abilities to where my words are, maybe it time to just cock things up abit, throwing away the idealistically perfect manner my goals and dreams are set.
That’s what successful people do right? They act. Something I am severely lacking. Something I have to change. Maybe after ORD………..haha