just a thought..

Hi,

due to the fact that i just started this blog, just like everything else that i just started, i tend to be really into it for that particular period, so here i am again typing something down again, this 'phase' i am sure will die off after some time, i hope not though....
Anyway, i just watched the last episode of "Mad about You" the other day, you know....the one with Helen Hunt as the wife and some other guy as the hubby and a dog named murry... when america Sitcoms end themselves....they tend to get abit emotional....and thats what they did....Its was about their daughter growing up talking about the lives of her parents. aka. Helen Hunt and that Guy... well....they grew old, and their parents died or at least one of their parents died.. and they broke up and got back together, what really got to me was seeing them grow old, they were an icon, ICONs dun grow old....they were not meant to! they were the perfect young married couple that i grew up watching! They did the things that i want to do with my wife when i grow up....grocery shopping...having a dog name murry.....having lousy neighbours and gossiping at them, going to the bookstores, going to the cafe, having annoying parents over.....and aguing about excuses not to go to the latest family reunion.....they were what i wanted to be. And then they went ahead and grew old on me.....what a disappointment...
Then i realised.... i still want to be like them, i want to grow old too, and have my child tell my story, like i told my mom who by the way thinks growing old is a tragedy, its a really beautiful thing. My hypothesis on this matter is that we were put here to procreate! thats its....its how well we do it....what kinda of a family do you want to leave behind says alot about you....i want to die one day, die old of course but i dun think i would be scared or sad when the day comes cause i intend to belief that i have done well, i wan to see my child and tell him or her that its their turn....good luck.

wen out.